I don't think you should drive yourself crazy, thinking you're being punished for what you did in past lives. You could just be using it as an explanation for your suffering. Is that really rational? It may just be random, that you suffer as you do, but your mind looks for a reason "why" and makes things up.
We see this in animals, like the Pigeon experiment. (I saw this from one of Schrodinger's Hat's posts, I think >.< )
Green Xenon I'm just curious, you don't have to answer these :S
1. What is your punishment?
2. What "pain", that has to do with pro-girl sexism, are you talking about?
3. Were you bullied by little girls as a child?
4. Did older males often treat little girls better than you when you were a child?
5. Do you feel like you deserved more compassion, tenderness, etc. as a child?
6. Were you jealous of how easy little girls had it when you were little?
7. Did you feel more sensitive than other boys or the same?
8. What is your family life like?