Imagine Everything

Maybe a week & a half ago I was reading another thread someone mentioned The Big Crunch in the same conversation as pre bb iirc. So I looked it up & found that The Big Freeze & The Big Bounce also exist as hypothetical scenarios for the universe. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Bounce I was led to write something very similar to this over a year ago. I had not heard of this until someone spoke of the big crunch a week or so ago. You won't see that part of my so called idea anywhere, I only posted the initial part of it which led me on to (amongst other things) something very similar to The Big Bounce. What good is this? Not a lot I guess, I can't write the math & what I do write doesn't make sense sometimes or comes across badly. So maybe I should look for things & ask questions instead & see where that leads. So question then please. When a particle is measured, is the measurement precisely the same when measured nth times?

The poems I post here are ones I make up, I haven't taken them from anywhere. I'll stop if it seems like I'm hogging or spamming this section. Please let me know if I am. On from that, here is another I just finished. @TheVat might appreciate the ending. Blonde It buzzed into life, the virtual pc, As the captain gave orders & yells with great glee, Her team all obey, her wish is their life, Do not mess around with your beautiful wife! For yes, she was married, to the ship & it's crew, Their culture allowed it, they thrived & they grew, And now it was her turn, her turn indeed, As she viewed all the data the screen did her feed. Their ship was an old one, strong, tested & tried, They'd flown it before & yes! no one had died, Trust it they did, with their lives & elation, As their ship readied up to leave the space station. Their ship then undocked & it swayed to & fro, It's couplings they hissed, spat & twanged, then let go, Their mysterious host, a blanket of gas & dust, Their faces entrenched with curious gust. Time traveled with them, helping you might say, For surely without time, would not everything 'decay'?, Sling shots & comets, rogue planets & stars, Velocity slowed as they approached a red Mars. They popped over to Earth, didn't like what they saw, Too many conflicts, way way too much war..., So back out they spin, more light years to roam, A heliosphere to embrace & make home. On the ship was an alien, stood proud & tall, She led by example, a captain trusted by all, Planet X is her home, it's orbit obscene, It's pastures once graced by a forest of green. So now her race venture, traverse far & wide, A future dependant on the crew & their bride, Their ship is quite scarce, not known for being hoarders, The crew stood & listened as their captain gave orders, "Outwards & on through yon stars & beyond", The captains reflection portrayed her as blonde.

A sentence that describes so much. That would make a good signature I think.

The dawn alights with the hope it might bring, A new day, a new start, a chance to improve things, What can we change, what should we do, I can't answer that question for you, But as humans we move, through time & through space, Maybe one day we'll create a better place, Until then I guess, we can all try a bit harder, So try to be nice & polite, not riddled with guarder, Our society seems troubled, fraught with frustration, Perhaps for now, this is merely the gestation, So be nice if you can, be cool & show your gums, Because no matter happens, tomorrow still comes.

A wise person once posted the following to me. Welcome back the ghost of Bishop Berkely. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Berkeley It's might be interesting to you.

It is seemingly quite odd, where do these ideas, thoughts come from? What is it that inspires this sort of ability to see things. It would seem that I have also described something quite similar to an article I just read. Idk how credible this article is, it's a mail story so hmm... it's still very odd that I was able to see this almost the same way as her. Here is what I wrote in the other thread "Personal Gravity Field We all have our own gravity field. Our perosnal gravity fields are unique to each of us due to our overall physical vibration which is in turn made up of all the diffferent organs, cells, molecules, food, drink, damage etc. We merge quantumly with other gravity fields (other people, items, gases, liquids on a quantum level. When our vibration/gravity field meets a similar/harmonic vibration/gravity field, we are attracted to it. Could this be why we find people attractive. The opposite would also seem to be true." Here is a link to the article. https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-15325395/theory-consciousness-near-death-experience.html And the lady herself. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maria_Str%C3%B8mme

With the help of reflection, I now have a different take on what I perceived at the time to be an idea. I tried to explain it as some of you will be aware & even show it's existence. I have described some things really bad, I didn't have the words or knowledge. My current view is this, I didn't have any sort of idea at all. I haven't discovered anything. I wonder if I've merely 'seen' something/s physics already has a theory or theories for & it is just extremely strange. I don't mean everything in the physics world, just an angstrom snippet if you will. For back up, I refer to my very first post in another thread: https://scienceforums.net/topic/134685-1-sub-quantum-echo-particlessqeps-sub-quantum-echo-particle-kinetic-resonance-flux/ Disregarding completely the particle I tried to see, at the very least, could my bad description not be thought of as having loosely described Boundary Conditions, States, Systems, Quantum Tunneling, Zero Point Energy & maybe at a stretch something loosely similar to the https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Casimir_effect There are 2 ways of perceiving what I'm saying I guess . I ended up referring to something in that thread, that I thought of as everything, everywhere, always has been, always will be. Then I found about this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zero-point_energy The Zero Point Energy Field Have you, the experts here, encountered other people who have seen scientific theories, explained in their own odd way of describing it. Descriptions that were close enough for you to see a little substance in them. Have you, yourselves had an insight into something in your own lives that was a little surreal?

Bet they wished they'd bought more dust back. Cool images.

The Zero point field where everything jitters, It's not quite at rest yet glitters & glitters, Waiting to mix, delete or design, It pervades right through our endless, nth minded minds, Does it create, it is our truth, It somehow vibrated & natural history's the proof? Whatever the start, the outcome or finish, We got to live here, we didn't diminish, We thrived & survived, learnt through our err's, Maybe one day, we'll have a future off earth. Maybe a future full of total bliss & glee...? Who am I kidding, I've come back to reality.

Thanks @TheVat I'm glad I made you smile. Hopefully it did others too, that's actually why I used that word, it had a nice oddity to me. I'm English, perhaps our accents make the subtle difference.

Your words offered are useful, I didn't think about that, Thanks for the suggestion my fellow poet The Vat, Abscond, respond, frond, bond, pond, batoned & conned, Do indeed rhyme with the word beyond. Rhyme they do, work well they would, Perhaps they could have been said, But in my haste to write that poem on here, Those words were not in my head. And Pawned, dawned & spawned, Are more of an 'awned' than an 'ond', And can sound quite similar indeed, To your wisdom I bow & concede.

A sky, a beach, sandy & plain, Vampires hover in the distance, Bite you they will, fast & sharp, Take your blood, your very existence. Your soul doesn't leave, it remains, it pervades, Dancing through the blanket of energy, Entwining itself amongst all that could be, In a calm yet surreal form of synergy. And so on it goes, life finds a way, From mountains to oceans, the sky & beyond, Who knows what's out there, Is it dangerous, is it blonde?. So where will life take us, Will it make us wise & all stronger? I heard the impossible takes a while... But miracles take a little longer. (Sorry to all the blonde people, I needed a word that rhymed).

I was reading a website the other day (wish I'd bookmarked it, can't find it or remember the name now) that spoke about human interaction in Zero Point Field. Iirc, it mentioned at one point that we observe patterns, the patterns become wavelengths & are then returned to patterns via our brain which allows us to process/understand them. Coupled with the above 2 quotes I'm curious. Could this delay between seeing & understanding then represent a very brief wavelength information communication between 2 humans. Is it an indicator of a knowledge/information communication via the wavelength in the pattern - wavelength - pattern process. Could it be thought of as visualised pattern (boundary condition) - wavelength (information transfer) - pattern recognition/understanding by our brain (boundary condition) Is the delay between seeing & understanding, observational evidence? of the time this wavelength exists. All be it extremely brief. 0-10m/s or 0-40m/s (whatever this brief time frame is before our brains understand it.

My pc will even open the draw itself (not manually) with this issue. So it knows it's there but not there. Maybe my dvdrw has become superpositional lol.

Hi, I found this via google, thought it might help Science Notes and ProjectsWhat Is Matter? Definition and ExamplesGet the definition of matter in science and see examples of different forms of matter. Contrast matter with dark matter.But to be honest, the resident experts here are perhaps the best people to explain. My knowledge is limited.

I'm not a fan of w11 right now @studiot . W10 was better imo, at least my dvdrw & audio worked. Thanks @Phi for All , I think my blinkers were on when I posted this & I missed the computer help section. Thanks @StringJunky , I already have vlc on the pc, KM idk, can you elaborate please? Is it pricey? Just tried vlc & it's the same message, please insert disc even though there is one in it.

I have 2 issues on my pc since it came back from the shop a year ish ago. They put windows 11 on it for me but the dvdrw has not read or been able to read any type of cd/dvd I put in it. When I put the disc in & close the dvd tray it knows something is there, the 'thinking' or 'processing' cog shows for 2 seconds then stops. I have tried getting the latest driver/s both through the inbuilt windows system & from HP themselves to no avail. Windows 11 lies, it is not working properly The other issue is the audio going via hdmi from my tower to the tv. It simply won't. If I try to watch a something from my pc on the tv, the only sound I get is the tinny crappy sound from the inbuilt pathetic speaker in the tower itself. I have changed hdmi's, still nothing, it worked fine prior to windows 11 going on it. I have seen indepth help from the web but the steps they offered are a bit beyond my knowledge. And I'm worried I might screw my pc up if I dabble too much. Can anyone suggest anything or help me please? Thanks

Same or similar to the perseid cluster then, is that right? If I remember what I read a while back about how when the earth moved through it in ancient times & meteors from that region bombarded the earth. But only because we move through it. The earth orbiting through the cluster as opposed to the cluster coming to us. It'd be very cool if we could grab a piece or two off the visitors & find out more.

I don't know about that tbh. I must confess I didn't even think about different directions. I guess I assumed as 3 had been mentioned in what seemed to me like quick succession that they originated from the same place. I didn't consider deflection either. I should have on both counts. -1 for me.

@swansont I am glad you bought this subject up, I was wondering whether to start a thread myself about it, merely due to curiosity. My curiosity is this, 3 inter stella objects have now visited our realm in the universe & I wonder if these objects are a sign of some sort of traumatic collision/destruction that happened quite some time ago, somewhere far away & the 'debris' from that is now coming our way. I wonder if there will be more of these objects coming & if indeed there already have been but science hasn't been able to see them before recent times. What do you folks think or have evidence of?

@MigL I have been trying to think of the best answer for your reply. So here it is, I couldn't think of a good response so I asked a moderator to simply close this entire thread. It seems pointless now & perhaps actually since it started, idea wise anyway. What you wrote (emboldened) may or may not be directed at me, doesn't really matter but the fact that you wrote it, means it has value for this thread or you wouldn't have written it. Those 2 emboldened parts are mainly why I asked for this thread to be close. I understand your reply to not just be directing me to find a better way to understand more but also perhaps dismissing it as total bollocks (sorry). This is fine & np, I needed to know if this idea was viable & you told me. Thank you. I trust your view, as I do studiot, mordred, swansont, phi etc, you are the experts. I will say this, I struggle with trying to put what I see into language you all understand. I don't know how much to say, or how little. I know I wrote a lot & the reason I posted those wiki links was because I can explain (in text) how I see each & every one of them supporting (NOT CONFIRMING) my idea. I didn't write more because I know I had already written too much, for that I am guilty. I am not a maths expert. I don't see the things I have mentioned like you all seem to, I see them as names or small images, nothing more. As for proof (possible supporting evidence in my eyes), I would have explained each & everyone of them to make more sense of this idea but alas, that is now extremely doubtful. As for the small scope, well if anyone is interested any more, you could all completely ignore the text & go directly to the SP vector I offered. I doubt it means anything or that I got it right but...oh well. I guess you will just see me as a crank even though you haven't said so directly. As always, I am grateful to all of you, including you migl.

@studiot If I'm truly honest, I haven't & never did come here to prove or believe with certainty that this idea is concrete. It really isn't, Idk what it is, I just had this epithany about something & wanted to know whether it was viable or not. It's bugging me as to why I even visualised it to start with. I do not have a maths or science background at all. If I have ever come across as anything else, I apologise. I have been waiting since last year for one or all of you to tell me it's wrong. That was why I sought out a science forum to start with. I had to know & I still do please. Oh and I've long joked with friends that my epitaph will state, Here lies a man who knew nothing. I'm not implying I'm a true expert, I'm, saying I don't think I truly know much. Things always seem to change just as I think I do. PS. I knew I'd messs something up.... The initial part should have read as Previous name tags SN-NNP - SuperPositioned Nameless Non Particle SN-NNP - SuperPositioned Nameless Non Particle Field Gravit - Gf New name tags Let SN-NNP & be SuperPositioned Quantum Hairs. Let SN-NNPF be THE Gravity Field. Let the GRAVIT be the information force that binds QH’s together. Let the Gravit be a pre-cursor to gravity. and not as Previous name tags SN-NNP - SuperPositioned Quantum Hair SN-NNP - SuperPositioned Quantum Hair Field Bad me

One year later & here is the progress I hope I have made. I am also adding 2 more wiki links that I purposefully left out last time. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No-hair_theorem & https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/articles/memory I looked at memory because I need to know how the information we gather is stored as opposed to how it's created. I do believe one thing, the universe has it fundaments that everything else follows, including us. And if we can remember, would it be also fair to say the universe does? @studiot I recently acquired a new book. You might recognise it. AISOO An Illogical Sense Of Order 24/9/25 Previous name tags SN-NNP - SuperPositioned Quantum Hair SN-NNP - SuperPositioned Quantum Hair Field Gravit - Gf New name tags Let SN-NNP & be SuperPositioned Quantum Hairs. Let SN-NNPF be THE Gravity Field. Let the GRAVIT be the information force that binds QH’s together. Let the Gravit be a pre-cursor to gravity. So this is my revised idea & I state idea. It in no way me knowingly rewriting science. When I say things like ‘I see…’ or ‘I think…’, it is how I try to explain things within this idea only. Nothing more. Hopefully I now have a small but slightly improved scientific way of offering this idea. I see these QH’s as being everywhere, all the time, always connected, always have been, always will be & as the idea progressed, it led me to many different areas of quantum & classic physics places, some of which I posted 15/9. The QH’s are the information of anything & everything that has or might be created. When they infuse, they infuse into the formation of a particle or field. When the Gravit force is infused into the formation of a particle, it becomes gravitational. Within this idea I didn’t want to use the graviton as it seemed to me like science was considering it a particle. I also didn’t intend to find a gravity related force, it just kind of happened. So the gravit was formed from this idea & became the information force for the QH’s. The Boundary Conditions of 2 states meet & perhaps through quantum acitivity such as Kinetic quantum tunneling, decay, creation, excitement, fluctuation. This in turn also allows infusion & ‘absorption’ in the same acitivity. The creation also creates QH’s which are then infused into the formation of other particles/fields. Through infusion, the QH’s within the gravity field are then applied with the most attractive one/s being infused to create whatever it is being used to create. The QH’s are not gradients but more like flavours, whatever flavour/s is/are required to create an Eigenstate observation are the QH’s that are infused. The QH’s are QH & QH- and they behave as though there could be many many different ones, some with slightly more ‘possible’ energy & others with less than they should have. And nth other ‘possible’ gravit energy differences. All QH’s are always trying to become ‘nothing’ due to The Principle of Least Energy. All QH’s are SuperPositioned. All QH’s ‘reside’ in the gravity field. The universal gravity field. Similar within this idea, in many ways to a BH . I will get to that. These QH’s constantly try to become ‘nothing’ because they are only one step away from ‘nothing’. And through PofLE, try as they might, they can’t because of QM. So these SPQH’s are sort of stuck / not stuck between 2 quantum principles, collectively & individualy helping to or indeed creating THE gravity field everywhere, all at the same time, always have, always will. Always ‘stuck’ until the information they ARE or COULD BE is needed to create the particle it will. When used / infused into the particle they become, the gravit information force becomes more gravitational. This might indicate different flavours are being infused to become the particle, producing more of a gravitational force. I don’t see these QH’s as being easily observable, however you folks know more than I do so who knows. I see them as only measurable via the influence they have at an observable level. Black Holes BH’s are extremely gravitational. Quantum Hairs are imprinted onto a BH’ gravitational field once what they were is decayed. The only thing left measurable is angualr momentum & charge & mass. The rest of the information is imprinted. ‘Lost forever’ into the BH gravitational field. The QH’s are both Superpositoned & nth compacted. Their combined possible energy/gravity trying to become nothing / implode. But can’t. Trying to instead become infused but also can’t. All they can seemingly do is create gravity. However they do have a ‘release’ from the BH in the forms of Hawkin Radiation, Superradiance, Disks and jets. So they can ‘escape’ / relay information outside of the BH & everything between the inside & outside of a BH. The information can & is passed on / between them all instantly All quantum entangled. Pre BB I see this not being possible as Hawkins radiation, super radiance, discs & jets can’t leave the universe to go somewhere else. The QH’s can in a BH. I see these QH’s as all connected directly or indirectly, the superpositioned possibility of acting as one at some point or as groups & any other type of collaboration. One could be at one end of the universe & another at the other end & they would both instantly share any newly acquired information. I see the SPQH’s acting as a quantum memory of everything & anything allowed to be created via natural laws. Perhaps the SPQH’s within the BH gravitational field become one flavour or just a few certain flavours due to their environment. Through Hawkins radiation, Superradiance , discs & jets, the QH’s are nth decayed / created, absorbed back into the gravity field or infused into new particles. I see BH’s within this idea as the BB repeating itself. The BB that keep on banging until it can’t. The difference between the QH’s in a BH gravitational field & ALL QH’s in the universe is that the QH’s in a BH have got somewhere to go if you will. I see the BB differently because if the universe is everywhere, no boundary conditions, then any QH’s trying to find somewhere else to go wouldn’t be able to. I see the BB as a universe wide BH type event. Perhaps a reverse BH event. If the universe was one big ‘particle’, could BH’s be seen as it’s paired anti ‘particle’ BH’s continue to create or help create new matter / non matter nth times. Until the ‘end’ of the universe. Gluon radiation Feynmann diagram Within this idea, I see perhaps ‘flavoured’ QH/QH- that are more attractive to different particles/fields. For the purpose of the image above that I badly drew above, Let red be the E- / E+ QH / QH- flavour. Let blue be the Y QH / QH- flavour. Pre BB Within this idea the only things that exist are Time, the universal gravity field & ‘blank?’ SPQH’s pre BB. Individually, the SPQH’s almost no real impact on their environment but on a vast universal sized manifold?, collectively, they can be quite quite powerful. Due to Time & the SP Predetermined Probable Outcome of forming matter at some point, it finally did. It had to because PofLE & QM. (nothing cannot exist) After a certain amount of time, googolplex’s of light years? the SPQH’s all reached or nearly all reached / synchronised to the point of becoming nothing. This couldn’t happen so it was a failed implosion creating an awful lot of pent up Ke For perhaps just an instant, the universe seemed frozen, all at once, all at the same time, vastly dense & hot. Stuck in a state of nothing & something before being released as the BB, Inflation was the failed implosion energy + the explosion (BB) it created Expansion in this idea is the remaining energy still being created by THE gravity field & it’s QH’s. Expansion might happen due to SPQH’s being created everywhere, at the same time. These QH’s ‘flavours’ might increase more into one or two types depending on the environment around them. DM is how we know they are there. DE is the slight Ke created perhaps when an SPQH is infused into the formation of a particle. The small Kinetic bump from gravit information to becoming gravity itself. Almost negligable close to home but over vast distances it might be enough to create what is currently called DE. The QH’s influence if you will. As for mass, I see it as being increadible hard to create whoich could be why there isn’t a lot of it in comparison to DE or DM. If QH’s could create matter whenever they wanted to initiaily, Pre BB, then within this idea there would have been no BB but perhaps just a solidifcation of the entire universe. The cause of everything is due to the SPQH’s not being able to decay into nothing. They have no choice but to ‘create’ & the rest of the universe follows that fundamental information. It continues to create through decay. At the ‘end’ of the universe, in this idea it has simply created as much as it could ever & the last few SPQH’s are being decay created. Several things are about to happen at the same time that will cause the BB. The last SPQH is created, nothing else exists except the QH’s, Time & the universal gravity field. The single universal wavelength is completed. I see this is the universe observing itself. The SPQH’s are again trying to decay/implode but can’t. They all at some point reach the same ‘trying to decay’ vibration which again tries to implode but instead becomes a failed implosion universe wide, everywhere, all at once, the universe goes on to do whatever it does * then once everything has been decayed to QH’s, the universe observes itself & repeats. Perhaps an infinitely finite universe as it were. So the maths part, hopefully I can make a little sense if what I have already written hasn’t fallen down aleady. Instead of wavelength collapse, in this idea I see the ramaining possible eiegenstate information still existing as SPQH’s. When an Eigenstate is observed & you immeditely know what the opposite Eigenstate is. Pre Eiegenstate the eiegnstate is superpositioned, multiple times. Seeing this a vector in R2 led me to consider 2 SP vectors at the point of observed Eiegenstates. Let the manifold? be R2 Let Eiegenstate a, be 1 east, 1 north Let Eiegenstate b, be -1 west, -1 south Let c be the unobserved eigenstate of a, be 1 north, 1 east Let d be the unobserved eigenstate of b, be -1 south, -1 west Within this idea, when an Eigenstate is observed & it’s observation is within the predetermined probablistic outcome ±. Within this idea the Ke from the infusion of QH’s to help create the observation is the extra bit of measurement that falls outside the predetermined possible outcome but still within the observed ±. Personal Gravity Field We all have our own gravity field. Our perosnal gravity fields are unique to each of us due to our overall physical vibration which is in turn made up of all the diffferent organs, cells, molecules, food, drink, damage etc. We merge quantumly with other gravity fields (other people, items, gases, liquids on a quantum level. When our vibration/gravity field meets a similar/harmonic vibration/gravity field, we are attracted to it. Could this be why we find people attractive. The opposite would also seem to be true. Ever found yourself taking an instant dislike to someone? Either in person or seeing them on media, etc. When we spend time with people we are attracted to, our unique gravity fields are entwined/shared & tuned into each other as it were. When someone dies, we have lost that connection. If it was someone we loved, it’s a strong sense of loss because we literally have lost that entwined connection & physically our vibration/gravity field becomes out of sync & out of tune. Eventually our gravity field settles down to accept the difference in our vibration/gravity field. How do dogs & cats know we are coming dowwn the road? How is it that we can have a seemingly random thought of a close friend or loved one & then the phone rings & it’s them. I read once that soldiers look at the ground when sneaking up to their target becuase if they look at the back of them, the target would sense the soldier was there. I see these QH’s as existing everywhere, all the time, always have, always will & they are a kind of memory, they are the memory of the what they were or the imprint of what they could be. And when one QH becomes ssomething, that information is immeditely passed on through every QH everywhere. One huge gravity field, a cosmic universal ocean of knowledge & the SP Predetermined Probable Outcome? of it becoming something more. All simply because it has the Time to do it. Always has done, always will. Within this idea, I see Time as eternal. These QH's have taken this idea a lot further than the things I have written about here. And they would have to if they are real but the chance of that are nth nth I imagine. Thanks for reading this if you did & thanks to everyone of the nearly 37k views. I forgot to write, if the universe sets up everything (axioms?, principles?) else after or before it's BB in motion, then surely a fundamental from the universe beginning is that everything has to create. Usually through decay but still creation.

That is very interesting. Makes me think of these things. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tardigrade https://www.astronomy.com/space-exploration/what-happened-to-those-tardigrades-sent-to-the-moon/ Thanks @pinball1970

@MigL I can only hazard a few guesses at what parts of science this idea might have touched, so forgive me if it comes across anything other than an idea. Did not know you considered what I am trying to use to explain as the frontiers of modern physics. Sorry about that, I'm not trying to rewrite anything or remake, redo anything. I am still quite naive regarding science & maths. It will be I hope, easy to understand when I explain it & I have little doubt from what I've seen here so far from you folks, you can tell me I'm wrong. That in itself would be enough for me. Yes I see the term cranks used a bit, it's not just plausible but quite possible I have seen what I wanted to see or understand what I wanted to understand rather than the actual science itself. I don't really know myself but I am hoping that you folks can tell me. It seems retrospectively that 2 boundary conditions meeting was the easy part of this idea. It's what these SN-NNP's do or can do that confuses everything. I don't think I should actually be writing any of this to be fair. 15 months ago, I wouldn't have believed you if you told me I'd be talking to experts about quantum mechanics. That in itself is a miracle to me. So please, anything I write is all written within the 4 walls of this idea as it were. Anything used to support it is just that & NOT scientific proof that this idea works. I can't hide from the way this idea has seemed to turn out so far, one thing has led to another and if I come across as a bit questionable, I don't mean to, not even slightly. I can only write this how it seems to be encouraging me to. Have you ever written anything that suddenly takes over & writes itself? That's how this idea is to me. Has been since last year. Very, very strange yet here we are. Thanks for your input @MigL