sometimes i feel solipsism is highly possible

and self preservation is just something there to make your death more distant for some reason

maybe because when you die, you become conscious again in the real world, but it sucks there so you want to come back here and stay as long as possible, so you activate self preservation in the simulation

hopefully there is just no more conscious when dying

it's difficult to imagine how can you not be conscious, imo

i envy Americans who have guns

here in France when you want to die, you can't just press a button

when you can die easily, when you want to, I believe you become able to enjoy life because it's no more a burden so difficult to get rid of

although i don't deny pressing the trigger can be very complicated, but i doubt it's as much as the other means

yes this topic has no questions, or clear "invite to discussion"

Have fun locking it

And if it stays open, don't tell me to go see a psychologist

Edited 20 hours ago20 hr by raphaelh42

10 minutes ago, raphaelh42 said:

don't tell me to go see a psychologist

Encouraging you to get professional help is the only feedback we can give. Nobody here is qualified to dispense medical advice.