Not Mocking: Why God Cannot Exist (logical proof)

I apologize for my thread, Irrelevant: Why God Cannot Exist (logical proof) to everyone who thought I was mocking or in any way demeaning, it was not my intent. In fact, I read the thread, Why God Cannot Exist (logical proof), with admiration of the participants who made logical and rational arguments.

My comments, except for the joke about the virtual brawl, were serious; although, were in poor taste according to ydoaPs, who locked the thread. Opening the Irrelevant thread was a mistake for two reasons. First, my writing skills are meager, compounded by my being insensitive due autistic spectrum syndrome. Second, was abused from the age of three by ignorant decisions of my mother and family because of their fundamentalists Baptist beliefs.

That abuse made me angry, no furious, toward that religion, which I view as both complacent and contributing to my abuse. Thus, I have little patience for any dogma, and value logic and rational thought above any belief. IMO, the complete lack of logical and rational thought by my family not only allowed me to be abused as a child, but continued that abuse via shunning throughout my life.

I shall not post in a religious discussion again, it stirs emotions that lead me to say things I should not.