Very Sorry if i Posted in wrong spot plz move but plz dont delete i need help with my questions!

 

Since I was a kid i was interested in bright lights they never hurt my
eyes to look straight at them such as the sun or any other light. Since
about 8 y.o. to current i had better then 20/20 vision. My latest was
16/20. i am 23 y.o. now but ever since i was young i seen these weird spheres
in light waves. The best way i can describe seeing them and what they
look like is this: When I zone in to a bright light at night around the light i see waves emitting off
the brightest part of the light, like on a hot summer day when you see
the heat waves off the street, in those waves i see hundreds for orbs
that look like the picture at the bottom that i made in paint (i suck at
making pics sorry lol but this pic is pretty close to what i see), thus
all the black and white circles in this pic should be perfect circles
the thicknesses are about right tho and when i see them there all
different sizes. Are these floaters? i don't see flashes or line or
spiders webs like eye problem floaters suggest just hundreds of orb like
or cell like nucleus circles. Also If I focus hard enough i can get the
waves and spheres to hold in place for about 3-5secs thus i was able to
memorize and draw them and then make them in pant. Is this serious?
should i see a special eye doctor? i only see it in light waves tho no
where else . When i showed this pic to a friend he said it look like a
photon. Then he explained That it most likely isn't photons because they
move at the speed of light I don't know what a photon looks like but i
thought a science forum is my most likely bet to figure this out seeing
that the best and smartest minds might be here. please Help! Am i crazy
or can others see this?

Ask an optician.