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  1. I'm planning on doing some work with machine vision. I'm not looking at anything to complex like the AI personal assistants and such, or to simple like for industrial and manufacturing purposes(by simple I mean cost effective!) Thinking on the lines of like an atom with a ten gig static ram drive(maybe more but size is important) and Aptina high res image sensors; so cost effective! Looking at simply doing the exact opposite of what's being done with the current animation studios and gaming engines in terms of softcoding. Reading shade gradients, extrapolating the lighting. Observing stencil shading, defining object space. Reading shading gradients, defining object, modeling objects spacial coordinates as mesh. Observe movement sequence, assign nodal points. Assess data table, interpret, allocate object label in conjunction with pre-programmed objects list. So really simple stuff. I don't even know what GPU to look into 'cause I know doing the opposite of what they do is not something they will probably do well...................... Just thought maybe yall might have some input for me before I start!
  2. I had to go to a walk in on monday 'cause I ran out of T3s, I should have asked him......................running out of T3s hurts. I'll see the Dr. on monday. I'm still surprised this isn't readily available information........ .....where is the slightly sarcastic laugh emoticon! Merged post follows: Consecutive posts mergedDamn things still there. It has gotten smaller though, I think it's burrowing.
  3. Sure, but what effect would that have on wether or not they like girlz! You are talking about the T-Girlz right......................... I attract men I have mixed reactions about my passability. I do however appear to be in need of a good man to protect me. I know men like this and I use this to my advantage, despite being a mental and physical beast(of pure raw primal power(I don't look like a beast(stop looking at me like that))) Stupid monkey likes wood.......................that's been stuck in my head all day........
  4. I am well aware of the national centre for biotechnology information. I never once said I was offended by my genetics. Quite the opposite I am thouroughly fascinated and despite my age am avidly pursuing an education in tissue and genetics engineering. I am a litle confused though as to why there is a search for the homo gene as it doesn't exist as I am sure you know. Homosexuality and Transexuality stems from a broad array of genetic causes and also a broad array of environmental causes. What upsets me is not the association of geneticly formed traits with a commonly formed characteristic but the search for a gene that forms homosexuality. I liked scrappys last post on genderblind the glial ammino transporter but don't see many posts of this sort and they are generally submitted as an end all be all. There is no one recipe! We should not be looking for homosexuality while mapping the genome, we should just be mapping the genome . Also if you're going to submit this as a scientific endeavor ghetto booties should be left out..................................It's not what you say it's how you say it! Not that I don't find the commentary down right amuzing..............arbosexuality what the.................
  5. I never dismissed the idea I just said doing it on Earth was a crappy one. A space laser would be much more appropriate and easily powered by the sun. I also hadn't said the laser loses due to atmosphere where 90% I said I don't know what they would be. I'm sure there is some generalization but looking at even a rough equation.................what, seven atmospheric layers, top five most ubandunt gases, probability of photon absorbtion by electron across layers of x thickness, deviation probability of photon of more than .0005% from mean path, probability of heat being generated..................................That's easilly a very big book! I did say that producing a laser at the very least a YAG laser using photo discharge tubes is like 10%. A laser diode with a capability of 5 Watts per mm would have to be like a square km in size and a mach-COIL6.0 would dissipate the worlds naturally occuring Iodine in 5.....4.....3.....2.....1......how much Iodine do we have instorage?
  6. You guys are terrible..................nobody tries to find the heterosexual gene. I'm going to find it and reverse it so I don't have to see this redicullus thread across multiple discussion forums. It's not as bad as the STD, Vaginal more healthy than Anal so it's more blah blah blah, but why is this honestly considered any better. What happens to breading when medical science moves us beyond the need? Will breaders suddenly become the topic of online debate? How 'bout them breaders there so primitive I wonder if we can reverse that gene(I know primitive was never insinuated nor was anyone saying we should reverse despite being touched on) ...........I'm going to start that thread, right now; no really! Hey I have a naturally low testosterone, it was right on the line of unhealthy. Do you suppose it was a subconscious supression? Maybe the same genetic hiccup that made me trans limited my testosterone production. Does anybody know why dogs lick each others bums? Ummmmmmmm let's find the damn gene....................no really! I'm not angry about this, I just don't understand. Find the serial killer gene for a change and discuss how it somehow came about as a natural benefit.
  7. Could you imagine the heat generated in the earths atmosphere by the lasers pointing into space if even a dozen ships where doing a trek. 1Gigawatt 3.3mm/s^2 we need a good 10m/s^2 would be a much nicer number that's ummmmmmm 3Terrawatts/ship those are some pretty damn powerful lasers. I don't know what the genral in atmosphere diffusion on this would be but it can't be good and the efficiency of creating laser light is like horrible(just guessing 10%.) I appologize should any of the above be incorrect........... This is however presently being tested as a method of sending spaceships into orbit. The idea being a gas, emmited in doses from a subjective place on the but end of the ship, could be super heated by a laser based on earth to propel it through our atmosphere. Lithium what.........................Deuteride.................ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm that's ummmmmmmmmmm.......... I like your avatar it's pretty....... those poor seagulls! Oh one more does anybody have any spare carbide inserts I'd like to make an engine............
  8. Xittenn

    Weed

    U smell????????????
  9. Have you ever met a Transgendered Male..............you probably wouldn't know unless you checked their parts. I've met quite a few and they are just like any other boy, especially after hormone therapy. I wish it where half as easy in that respect to be MTF. Their surgery is much more expensive though and there is some serious scarring going on. They do look that much tougher afterwards and I've never met an FTM without a girlfriend or a wife. Presenting female is so an MTF thing, the boyz just are. FTM are generally pretty butch to begin with and nobody worries about a girl who dresses like a boy. A boy dresses like a girl and the world falls apart. I was just called a homo and a gay and asked if I was on Broke Back; they didn't like my hair. I've never seen the movie but I know that they sure as hell had no appearance similarites to me. Most gay men I know are more obtuse about being masculin than most hetero males. I've never in my life actually met a Big Gay Al or a twinky! There are obviously the transexuals and the transvestites but a good majority of them still sleep with women...................they don't know what their missing>......
  10. There are many who naturally don't like the taste of Olives but grow to like them in time with exposure. They eventually choose to eat olives and enjoy them very much. I know individuals who describe their LGBT experience in just this way. I've personally met a few fellows who where strictly heterosexual who had no problem entering into relations with me when I was still presenting as male. I keep in contact with a few of these indivuals and they still maintain heterosexual relations. There are always circumstances where the choice comes into play, despite a good many hetero males disgust at the thought of suddenly going gay.
  11. May I interject myself to your scrutiny as a test subject or baseline to better accommodate this recurrent topic(I like being a Guinea Pig.) I am Male to Female transgendered or a gay man who likes dresses depending on who the viewer is:eyebrow:! That's twice now I've outed myself online and in this forum at that................ Anyway I grew up knowing what I was and I would say I was born that way. When speaking to my Doctors about my history I often reference a teddy bear my mother had given me as an example of my understanding of my predicament as a child. She had given me a Wishbear for Christmas. Wishbear is a Care Bear, he is blue and a boy. She also gave my brother a My Buddy. They always said to my brother how they where alike. I knew that this meant that I was like my Wishbear. Wishbear for any of you who weren't privileged enough to have watched Care Bears was very jealous of Love-A-Lot. Love-A-Lot bear was pink, pretty, a girl and very happy and everybody loved Love-A-Lot. Wishbear was very jealous of how everyone loved Love-A-Lot and that she was so happy, not because she was pink and pretty. The connection between me and Wishbear was at the age of three very offensive; I wanted to be pink and loved not blue and loved. I knew I was going to grow up to be a man and not a woman, this hurt, a lot. I knew early in life that I wanted to find a man to be with. The fact is as a child you see everyone else being a certain way and my FEELINGS where a certain way in correspondence. Choice often denotes logic not emotion. This is where I feel things become grey. I would have presented as female at a very young age except this was far from socially acceptable as a few have noted. This even in Canada a society which prides itself on acceptance and open mindedness. I still fear the opinions of others and the possibility of it causing me undue physical harm. I still question my CHOICE to present my inner emotions externally. I still am referred to as Sir despite my every effort to present female and despite the fact that I do look really good doing so(you can look good and still not 'pass' as a transgendered person.) Just this morning a clerk serving me coffee at Starbucks called me Sir. Her co-worker tapped her shoulder, gave her the 'that's not cool' look and said she would serve me. If we do serve as supporting members of society it's quite often(not always) as emotional punch dolls for those who are unhappy with themselves. I like men as a 'natural born woman' does. I share, as a generalized statement, much the same wants, needs and characteristics with woman or at the very least with the girls I call friends. I have always been this way it's a part of my being. If my choice where to change, it would be in the same way as a person who has never been allergic to nuts suddenly becomes allergic to nuts(pardon the..........nuts.) Why are LGBT persons so dissociated from society. It's not like where eating our babies. Why are there so many communities of LGBT people and not just LGBT persons strewn throughout society. There are individuals who become LGBT in life, for whatever reason they make the choice. There are however a good deal of us who just are this way because it is in our nature..............why is this still a question. Oh and I like to think of LGBTism as a good form of population control, we have functional roles.......yeah us!
  12. Solar Sails have only been proposed as a means to accelerate within a certain proximity of the sun. The naturally frictionless void allows the vessel to continue on its path at the velocity attained. There would be a need for alternative propulsion should you be traveling between solar systems or at the outskirts................assuming you would have to stop or for emergency purposes.
  13. Xittenn

    Weed

    I knew someone was going to say that.............................I was more so however expecting a reaming for having submitted DMT to this thread! I just went through 700 mg of Supadol I didn't mind...................... I can't say that the Celebrex was of any problem either. Now that you mention it the Morphine was pretty good, can't say I would have refused. I was just throwin' down some EMINEM and again......................... But to answer the question only those prescribed by your psychiatrist are bad...........right!
  14. Points to look into........................ I have lots to think about <>
  15. What part...................acceleration 'caused by a laser discharge is a litle bit silly unless of course I'm mistaken. I tried to be funny with respect to this by adding that if we could easily couple light and motion we could have photon driven fly wheel electrical generators. I thought a more plausible use for fusion power with respect to space flight would be solar sails. Solar sails being an array of charged particles which could capture and use the momentum of solar winds. Solar winds being a discharge of ionized particles from the sun suspected to be of good use in space travel when coupled through the 'solar sail!' I also thought that, aside from a waste of good matter, another good use of the energy would be to ionize the atoms created by the fusion process. These ionized particles could then create momentum through a coulombic repulsive force in a process similar to your laser. I finally concluded(very briefly non-essay form) by touching on two other highly theoretical drive methods which will require large quantities of energy possibly created(probably not) or aided by a fusion process. I really did like the fusion/solar sail combination! Merged post follows: Consecutive posts mergedI had thought of opening a thread on the plausibility of a photo driven fly wheel electrical generator and had some thoughts on gas ionization as being an integral key! That however would be another thread....................
  16. Xittenn

    Weed

    Go Shaman like and do some DMT................................. I hear you can hallucinate if you smoke banana peels..................... I think the reference to weed being a hallucinogen is more so with respect to psychological hallucinations, as opposed to visual. Marijuana is linked with mild schizophrenia. A good many ex-users and psychologists will argue this or downplay with terms like snaky. Many individuals who smoke weed seek a 'higher state of being!' They sometimes try to float or silly things that(I like hippies yoga is cool,) that people who don't more often avoid. Not to say that people who do not do not also try. Acid literally creates severe visual distortions eg. a goose flies by, each step of progression is freeze framed in the viewers sight for 100 meters, when the user looks back and forth all steps of progression are still there, goose suddenly starts traveling through time in reverse, viewer panics thinks he/she is going to die or Satan has finally come to bare claim on his kingdom, everything returns to normal, viewer feels like head is bleeding internally, viewers panics again and realizes drug is bad, viewer wonders if he/she has permanent brain damage! 'cause see children drugs are bad and if you don't believe me ask your dad.........................
  17. Can we make some Solar Windmills(not windmills with solar panels, nor solar wind windmills but photo driven windmills) while where at it to increase the rapidity of our transition towards electrifying our current transit system? You could use fusion to power Solar Sails................giant ones at that! You could use the generated power to ionize the resultant atoms and use them as propellant............the electrons too. I'm sure there's something there with matter/anti-matter reaction drives. On the truly theoretical side gravity singularity drive needs power I'm sure...................
  18. K.................................. I haven't been able to have an erection for several years Mr Skeptic....................................................furthermore I've been in so much pain I don't think it would matter. I don't know for sure if I will be capable of orgasm, although I'm pretty sure I will be. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm from what I have noticed I think it will be a nice warm feeling(erection feeling,) kind of like the glass of wine I just had with diner(I don't drink much!) There won't be any semblance to what was, of that I'm sure......................................it's all good and vein or no(I think it's gone still no flashlight) everything looks really good. I can't believe how well the Surgeon did! I've seen some pictures after the fact that would have made me change my mind.
  19. SENSITIVE MATTER WARNING OK details! I've never exposed myself online before so please be gentle. I'm a transgendered MTF and I'm now 7 weeks post op full GRS. The area in question, for anyone who may have any idea, is in the opening of the Labia Majora where the scrotal graft meets the penile inversion. What I saw appeared to literaly be one of the arteries that a man would have to his penis poping through one of the suture points. It was perfectly localized to be this artery if you consider what was done to the 'parts' in general. I'm not to worried about it as ummmmmmmmmm I'm pretty sure my GP and the Surgeon are probably two of the most qualified individuals in the world:cool:. It's really to bad he wouldn't elaborate, I'm sure had I pushed the subject................. Oh well I'll be seeing another GP in a week and I'll ask him he'll know. Maybe I'll post more on what it was should it prove to be interesting..................
  20. More specifically an artery................................ I just had surgery and when I saw my GP he said don't worry about the blue thing it will go away. I personally hadn't seen the blue thing until I got a hold of a flash light. It looked very much so like a vein. Knowing some deal about what had been done to me there was no real reason, aside from why a surgeon would leave it exposed, it couldn't be a vein(artery.) It could very well have poped through a seem. When I asked if it was a vein my GP said don't worry about it it's gone. He likes to flat out lie to me, anything to keep me stress free right! I haven't gotten a hold of another flash light so unless I buy one it will be another week 'till I can confirm. Anyway I just thought it was an unusual but interesting thought which was also kind of buging me and thought I might get some feedback from someone. I'm sure historically speaking at some point in time some twisted 'mother just had to test this one out and had taken notes....................
  21. Should a vein become exposed to the exterior of a human body and the skin where to heal around it what would happen to the vein? Would it do the opposite of what a foreign object would do and actually bury itself back into the body? Would it just continue to reside on the exterior of the body? Why would this happen in the first place:rolleyes:..........chirurgie........don't ask:-)!
  22. I don't suppose you have ever met an individual with a prosthetic limb...........pretty dark ages. Having personal interest in the subject myself(not missing any limbs) I have found no such thing, especially a lighter version thereof. EAPs(Electro Active Polymers) and NEAPs(non-Electro Active Polymers) are being researched for various relevant purposes..... http://arxiv.org/ftp/cs/papers/0411/0411025.pdf http://www.nsti.org/news/item.html?id=280 Please expand on this should you find anything. Oh and sign me up for a pair of wings, I've always wanted to be an angel...............I have the crop top!
  23. I've seen the worms move around but never the flashes of light. I always thought of them as a white very microscopic explosion of like a light receptor or something; I don't know what they are though! Hey have you ever seen the purple swirly? It's like seeing the refresh rate of monitors from the early 90's but swirly and purple. If you meditate and watch this stuff long enough you can intentionally or not so intentionally cause yourself to hallucinate. You may suddenly see something very far away as though it where right in front of you. I once stared for so long while I wasn't wearing my glasses and I suddenly saw two dots of focused space in my vision. When they united I swear I saw through a drywall wall. It was like I was looking at all the minute traces of light that where able to tunnel through the material and have my brain recreate the picture from the limited information. I have way to much time on my hands!
  24. I recommend a clipping circuit driven by a digital output with a switch connected to a counter which would determine the bit rate fed out. There would be lots of control opportunities in this scenario. A simple Wien Bridge or Twin-T configuration which is what I'm pretty sure you're thinking about could be kind of dangerous in terms of electrical.........not biological. You'll probably want to make the frequency generator and then use it to modulate a more powerful output by way of a class A or AB amplifier, class AB for all you environmentalists. Although you could build a high powered frequency generator it probably would be a litle distorted not unlike this project(I say this with all respect) lots of clipping. You're gonna want to have coupling to isolate between stages. The frequencies you're talking about, at high powers, generate some pretty high currents even at low voltage. All you need is to pass out because of some EMF craziness while your make shift electrical device is catching fire. Why would you want to super-impose such a blunt high output magnetic wave on your brain anyway, it sounds pretty redundant? As you have stated already there are devices that exist and they are effective in trivial fashions with the effect being reproduced more effectively in other ways eg. take a pill.................... I would like to see a device which externally applies radiation to the brain in a localized fashion, that's why I read this post! I don't think a powerful EMF generator is the way to go about doing this.
  25. Wow there is way to much Testosterone in this room. I prescribe you all 20mg of Cyproterone Acetate to be taken daily..................... Umm Codex16 where was it implied anywhere(this post or elsewhere) that FSH is Estrogen or am I misunderstanding your statement. (Quote: From what you said I am getting FSH is not estrogen in men? so men have no estrogen at all? I'm confused now ) I'm actually more interested in the effects of increased FSH on castrated males, so like no testosterone production. I can't find anything suggesting an increase/decrease of either scalp or body hair as a cause of FSH. It is however been presented that a castrated male(I will try not to say this to much as it may make the majority male population of this forum cringe and avoid this post) will have higher FSH levels. Will the higher FSH levels have any kind of effect at all on a man.
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