Altorfer Christian

Who knows how long the immunity of this.corona vaccination will last? What is the immunity only last for few months?

My family is liberal. Most Swiss accept it. Sexual orientation and gender indenty are 100% a subject of biology🧬🧠.

I believe my ,,condition“ is epigenetic and/ or transcriptomic caused.

No it does. Something biologically happened neonataly and/or prenataly that caused my sexual orientation. Very likely hormonaly/epigenetic inbalance. I hate it.

I am ugly BECAUSE of my homosexuality!

Identify as male. And I have a austrian psychoatrist since 7 months.

Even here in Switzerland homophobia exists subtile. But compared to the rest of the world I am very lucky to be born here. Probably even better than the US. I stay unhappy as long it stays in this way. Thats why the risk of suicide is very high in my life... I am going through Valium withdrawal (benzo withdrawal) and a week ago I said to myself if I really can finish this hard withdrawal(9.month) I am not able to commit suicide. My today I changed my opinion. I definitly go for suicide If there wont be a way to fix this.

Why so many have insulted me that I would look gay? Isnt that the proof that my sexuality has a massiv biological background? I am pretty sure its not genetic caused rather epigenetic and transcriptomics.

I am not happy about my sexual orientation. I always disliked my sexual orientation even as a 5 years old boy! Something is wrong with the biology of my body. If there were scientis who would understand the neurobiology and biochemistry of sexual orientation and they could change it to heterosexual, I would be interested in it. Somthing is biologically not right with me. I hate it! We I got into puberty I had problems with gender identity! I had problems with the fact that the beard grows, had zero interests in sports, on the telephone my voice sounded like a girl. As 13 years old I looked like a girl( ouch). This has changed. Sexual orientation is for sure biologically determinded 🧠🧬, and as long I have to live in this condition I stay unhappy. I have a very strong desire for correcting this annoying inborn biological error.