lomak

man, I wish I would've done a Google search a few months back ! OK let me start by explaining everything about my vision. It doesn't matter if my eyes are open or closed, bright or dark, I see light fuzz all the time. The colors of it are red, yellow, white and maybe a couple of darker tone. If I defocus my eyes, lids open or closed I begin to see the dots, my second way of describing them was bubble glass or a still pattern of cells that works as well to describe it. Sometimes I get a bright light appearing for about half a second, it can appear anywhere it's not always on the same spot and sometimes it's brighter than other times. It's not very frequent but I can have 4 to 5 in a day. During the day when I look at the blue sky and defocus my eyes and try not to look at one same spot I begin to see what I like to call "Weflies" as in white fire-flies see it by the millions swirling in all directions (it's so cool:eek:) it works better if the sky is clear but I see them however the weather is and if I look at my surroundings it works as well as long as I'm outside during the day. All of the above is when I'm drug free, now when I smoke Cannabis it becomes more intense, I don't need to defocus my eyes to see the dots and they are a lot bigger in distinct, also the bright light that appears sometimes is intensified hundred fold. Oh yeah and at night by the fire the flames have similar dot pattern but each dot is surrounded by some sort of geometric forms, pretty awesome I think. Wait it gets better, I also consume Sacred Mushrooms when I can get them. So while under the influence at least in the dark the fuzz the dots become a pattern of flames almost like this flaming eye: http://toolshed.down.net/pix/lat/lateralusCShand.gif That eye represents the third eye or minds eye, AKA pineal gland witch secretes DMT. Once I had a little accident and made a bit of a nasty cut on my thumb and a few seconds later the fuzz became lights tingling all over. I was in a situation where it's natural for DMT to be released in to our brain. I felt a similar felling to Ayahuasca. I don't see it as a problem. In fact our eyes might be our visual organs but it's our mind that sees. And quoting Bill Hicks "Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves." Everything that we see is Illusion created by our minds by being tuned on to a frequency, maybe our frequency as the knob slightly to one side and we see the energy or maybe it's the DMT. All I know for sure is that when I put myself on a altered state of consciousness it allows me to see whatever I see better it's like it zooms in. I don't believe that "drugs" caused this. Please contact me if we share any of this so we can learn from each other !