Focus, Internship application ideas

To the whole Staph family here,,, Salute you with a broth, cheers.

Im lost in the world of Micro, i dont know what to focus on. My undergrad thesis is lurking and my ideas havent made it to inoculation.
I also dont know where to apply for internships...(prefer USA internship)

My current Uni, here in Europe, offers students incredibly thin laboratory exposure, I cant have fun like I used to have (at ex - Uni), I havent visited the Lab in more than a year. I havent touched a microscope in this whole time. Do you know what thats doing to me?
To go from 18 hour / week lab to zero is bloody awful.

Im afraid, if im interviewed for an internship and Im asked about my current endevours in the Lab, what will i say, I dont even have a particular focus as of right now. I feel so defeated. Please give me some direction.

Proper advice is welcome, and I thank you all in advance for reading, I wish you all sporulating day ahead.

Yours culturally
_tfk_

p.s never mind the cheesy references, im not doing alright to be honest. I fear for my future.