magicalprimate

I am always creating models that try to efficiently describe whatever I'm trying to describe; i.e. the simpler and more accurate the better. It also helps with solving many kinds of regularly encountered problems. About my emotions. Well unfortunately I'm not perfect and have a few major flaws. But I'll at least be honest. A few major points that I can think of right now are: -I want to be able to say that I made the world a "better" place someday. -I often judge people as being more different than me than they actually are when I see that they don't relate to me in some way(s), and then judge them negatively. But then if something happens such that we agree or they're nice to me, I do feel guilty about that and try to make it up to them. -When I highly revere someone, I want them to act in ways that don't offend me. I often don't like it when they reveal themselves as not relating/agreeing with me in some way(s). As far as interests, values or beliefs. -I feel sorry for someone people that are grieving the loss of lost cared for ones more than I feel sorry about any other thing. It disturbs me. -I get very jealous when someone I like, in ANY way, is paying a lot of attention to anyone else. If I don't like this other person, I might start developing bad intentions concerning them. I would never act out on these urges though, unless the person I liked stopped caring about them and approved of me doing it. -I cannot stand to be "left out" unless I find the group of people in question to be very uninteresting.