However, everything is in your hands, including repentance, after which you can be free from your sins. This is what religion provides, so if you have lived a hard life, then a church I'm not allowed to advertise can help you. When I was 10 years younger, I too argued with the world about the existence of God. Still, after certain situations, I realized that religion gives much more than its absence. But I also enjoy discussing it as much as I used to, so I would like to debate with you.