I read more than 500k articles about everything that exists, i suffer from depression and existential boredom.
Things to let me to belief that, things are determined, or undetermined, we are just particles, which behaviour is either determined, or undetermined, i can't think of anything else, so because i can't see other colours, doesn't mean other don't exists, either there aren't other options, or we don't know them yet, which make me interested about whether everything is binary or not and i didn't find proof, or disproof:
http://backreaction.blogspot.com/2016/01/free-will-is-dead-lets-bury-it.html
Deterministic - everyhing is determined, no space for free will.
Compatibilitic - They define free will as freedom to act according to one's motives without arbitrary hindrance from other individuals or institutions.
Which is not free will in my opinion, because you don't choose genes, with which you born and your environment and extrinisic factors.
Libertarian - naturistical: Bohr said - no connection could be made between indeterminism of nature and freedom of will
non physical - which would require soul, or conciousness not underlying physical laws, which you have no proof of that
Einstein didn't believe in free will aswell as: sean caroll, stephen hawking, sabine hosselander, richard dawkins.
Normal people after getting brain tumor, become pedophiles and murderers, it is fact genes can determine iq up to 90%, or personality from 35% - studies on twins.
Also i am stil not sure if everything isn't binary, which i got answer for example word temperature, but it is just a word, which antonym is coldness for example, you can mirror it upside down and word is just light refraction, which is wawe lenght, which can have thereticaly opposite value like 400 and -400, like matter and antimatter and it means quantity of kinectic energy transfered, i don't remember definition from head, there can be unlimited postive heat C, but only limited in - to absolute zero. but one more i don't understand what that means in terms of kinertic energy, or another type energy chemical, if there is exactly opposite. Like some energy would determined -50 c and some +3000c.
You have even proton, which counterpart is neutron i think, and even qurks or some particles have counter particles.
I didn't occupy if everything is binary or not long time, because i didn't find much and for more reasons yet, so i am saying i just don't know currently.
Edit 12:33: that question if everything is binary is stil bothering me: even energy has opposite dark energy.